Just One Of Them Days

"It's just one of them days
When i wanna be all alone
It's just one of them days
When i gotta be all alone
It's just one of them days
Don't take it personal
I just wanna be all alone

And you think i treat you wrong"
- Monica.

She wasn't lying when she said its just one of those days and as of lately i have been having more and more of "just one of those days" i find myself wanting to be alone more and more. Before it was for the sake of idk something more than this. but lately i have been fighting off feelings that have been becoming stronger and stronger. I'm not to sure how exactly i will take any of this. i don't want to wake up fighting with myself, i want to signify the strength that i long to have is it crazy for me to look in the mirror and want to fight with myself everyday. Not feeling the beauty. Where Should people run when there words fall on death ears. when they cant voice anything and they feel voiceless. i have been holding a lot in some stuff that may mean nothing while others have been consuming my daydreams i find myself looking at the horizon more. maybe that will make me more happier more fuller, more lovelier, m0re something. i want passion love and something to hold over these feelings until somewhere in the future but not now. don't fight with me now. i want to love life. laugh and pursue these crazy dreams of mind i don't want these sleepless nights anymore. i want to sleep easy breathe easy. i don't want to worry about all the things that don't matter, and i find myself doing it. i am feeling so over it. but then AGAIN. i know i i will pulled back in. so all i can say is....

"It's just one of them days
When i wanna be all alone
It's just one of them days
When i gotta be all alone
It's just one of them days
Don't take it personal
I just wanna be all alone

And you think i treat you wrong"
- Monica.


-Whit.