So i Am making a decision

Today i think i have come to the conclusion that i wont be attending classes next semester. by the look at this semester, its better than before because no breakdowns just i know i am not doing what i need to. my last semesters compared to this one was better because i was working more. Even if i was killing myself and right now in the semester it is too late to kill myself but i will. because that's usually how i get work done. if i do decide to take classes thats good if not i am not suprised. up until today i forgot that i took english as a minor. until today i totally forgot and that is horrible. I dont know if what i want to do is what i want to do. if i take of this semester i will have to do make up in the summer time. so the question is it worth it. i will see. I just dont know what classes i would be taking and how i will be approaching them if i dont want to be bothered at all. learning has always been something i love but writing, hasnt, i would rather just analyze it because i want to. ughh i am thinking i am way to connected with people it shouldnt matter what other people would say but it is. i will figure it out i suppose.