Did you miss me?!

Yes to long I know.
I am hurting a little more than I would want to but I have been having an interesting ass weekend. Wait. Can I say that?! Lol
Learned more about who I am. I love easily. I run fast.
My family means the world to me but I forget to say that to them.
This all sounds random. But my heart is feeling.
It's questioning my path, my cleansing, my new me,
I question everything so this is no surprise to me.
The year will be ending in last than twenty days. And that's cool.
New beginnings new lifestyle. New outlook on life.
I have been talkig about alot of stuff but now it's time to work.
Change things that I have to work on.
I will still love the same, heart on my sleeve.
Dangerous. I know.
But it makes me who I am.
I decided that I can love the men that I have dated throughout my life.
They made me exactly who I am.
I can't distinguish them in the sense of love. Meng they was here
In the craziest moments of my life.
I am not looking for anything more than friendships now.
I want to be comfortable in myself before I begin to date/GetIn-a-relationship with anyone.
4months natural and I'm learning how to shutmy mouth.
So to end this off just watch me work.